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About Me Member Angsty Poet CrowOfCoalMale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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InsomniaI try  I try so hard to fall asleep  But consciousness looms over me  Like a vicious watchdog  Until my aching head grows sore  Against my granite pillow  I bet I could fall asleep  If you'd just stay the fuck out of my dreams  But you're there ever wretched night  Sometimes with different names  Sometimes with no name at all   
I used to look at sleep as a gift  Morning was the horrifying realization  I'd be awake for sixteen slow hours  But now I want nothing less  Than to fall asleep  Into the loving embrace of sleep  To see your beautiful face   Insomnia
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That Little White GirlLook at that little white girl over there  Walking with a purse  I swear she could be only nine years old  But don't say it could be worse   
She and her mom walk alongisde  With the same appalling strut  Less than ten and she's mastered the zen  Art of a moving butt   
It's just one sign out of many of our  Dying world at stake  Sex appeal has taken the place  Of toys and birthday cake   
But if you're looking for guidelines,  Before you're in the sod,  Don't come looking to me, after all,  I don't even have a God That Little White Girl
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Morning ReflectionI stare into my reflection in the mirror  The morning light filtering through my window behind me  And I look at the dark colors of my face  Dark purple surrounding each eye  Shiners from my allergies that mimick black bruises  Beneath the black eyes are freckles scattered on my cheeks  Which for some reason look darker in the morning  Combined with my black eyes,  It looks like my long sleep as given me a beating  My upper lip is dark with facial hair  As are the edges of my jaw, the bottom of my chin,  And my neck   
I look at my eyes, and for a brief moment  The two eyes Morning Reflection
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Samuel's SchoolAs Samuel packed his backpack for school, he made sure to include a rabbit beanie baby named Carrots for whenever he felt sad. He had meant to buy a teddy bear, but had found the rabbit first and decided to buy it since rabbits reminded him of underground societies. Along with his rabbit, Samuel made sure to include a collection of the complete dialogues of Plato and an anthology of renaissance literature. He was reading Carrots Paradise Lost.  Considering the thunderstorm that had occurred the previous night, Samuel included in his wardrobe a pair of pattington boots so that he could jump in the rain puddles. He spent his walk to school Samuel's School
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I imagine shooting yourself would feel like this

Tue Nov 17, 2009, 9:04 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Drinking: Water
You would die almost instantly when you shoot yourself in the head, but there would be that tiny moment where you feel pain. I imagine that although it's short, it's incredibly powerful pain, like a sharp sudden burst. It reminds me of the pain in my head when I'm woken up while on the very verge of falling asleep. I'm leaning my head on the car seat in front of me after a long trip, and the car h its a bump and my head's tossed slightly, alerting me and shocking me. It fucking hurts the inside of my head whenever this happens, and I imagine that the sensation of firing a bullet into your brain would be like this amplified a few hundred (Thousand?) times. Sudden, not giving you time to cry out, and your very last moment alive. Then you're free.

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  • Current Residence: California
  • Favourite band or musician: Nine Inch Nails
  • Personal Quote: "Now, you know, this is what it feels like"
  • Tools of the Trade: Medical clamp, pliers, matches, and scissors

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Mood: Affection ~PervyYaoiPerson Jul 28, 2009, 6:54:41 PM
baa~a thanks 4 the watch ^w^

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~VoodooChan Jul 19, 2009, 10:05:51 PM
TAGGED MOFO.
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~CrowOfCoal Jun 14, 2009, 11:16:52 PM
I FEEL SO IMPORTANT.

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~VoodooChan Jun 14, 2009, 7:14:57 PM
sub>Hey goth buddeh, tagged you.
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~CrowOfCoal Jun 14, 2009, 11:16:37 PM
GEE, THANKS, GOTH BUDDEH.
I'M OFF TO PRAY TO GOTH BUDDAH.

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~VoodooChan Jun 14, 2009, 11:34:24 PM
GOLLY MISTER, YOU SURE ARE WELCOME.

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~oromos99 Jun 11, 2009, 6:42:05 AM
Thanks for the favs! :hug: Im sorry I havnt had much of a chance to read a lot of your stuff cuz i have....70 deviations which are all lit to work through but Ill get there eventually ;)

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~CrowOfCoal Jun 11, 2009, 7:51:01 PM
No problem, whatsoever! I ran into the same problem when I subscribed to too many people.

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